Today is the joyful day!

Today, the overwhelming love and happiness that Little Alex is experiencing met Reality. But not in a bad way. I just reminded myself that there are others around me, who do not live on kisses and sighs,but need rest,respect, food and attention.

How strange that being happy makes you temporarily blind to such things.

Of course I feel ashamed but I feel reinforced in a way. I know I'm learning. And I know that You are as well.

Things will always change and we already know that. But we need to keep up the pace. We'll learn, we don't know everything, and being aware of that will only help.


Keats, Shelley, forgive us.